Uniforms

I took your uniforms today and turned them in.  It seemed like a simple task but even that was hard.  The receptionist in Carrollton was very sweet of course none of the guys were around.  She said Steve was doing okay I haven't heard from him or Brian in a while.  The girls and I have been invited to the next cook out we will see if they are ready.

Cookies are in we have booths Friday night and Saturday morning this week hopefully we do good and I ordered enough cookies.  We also have something at church on Sunday afternoon not sure how long we will stay. 

I ordered coloring books for the girls today that are supposed to help them with the grieving process.  Jamie still does not talk about you Monday she started crying because Mary did not want to play.  She is becoming a little defiant not always listening to me.  Mary is angry with Grace most of the time I'm not sure why,  she ask some very hard questions she wants to know what injuries you had I hate having to tell her I don't know but I do think it is for better that we don't.  Grace is starting to talk more now age accepts that you are gone.  I'm not sure she understands that you did not know you weren't coming home when you left for work that morning. 

I met with the grief group again I think it is good for me the book and journal are hard to do they really make you think, I guess that is good.

Dad and Matt fixed my door handle sort of it won't unlock from the inside if it locks I have to put the window down and unlock it from the out side and open.  Just one more quirk for poor old Astro.

Our girls are growing into beautiful young ladies.  Mary is now taller than me, she is quite happy about it.